It was me who let you undress me,
I powered you to take the lead.
I smiled while you smirked at my displayed innocence
It was me who let you touch my essence.
No. I don’t blame you,
Cause It was me who handed you the keys to my soul.
I showed you the drawer where I kept my lies,
I read you my journal while you rolled the dice.
I helped destroy myself.
Yes it was me all the way.
And now I won’t blame that you tore me apart,
Drowned me naked in love and decayed my heart.
Crazy in love I painted you on every canvas I found,
Every word I wrote blossomed of you with Little red hearts.
Wide eyed I dreamt of us, our kids and their pets,
I was an open valley with no walls or gates.
I gave you the only umbrella I owned so you stay safe in the storm,
You didn’t offer me a walk along with you and left me alone at my porch.
I still sang songs of you and knitted dreams of us,
While you drooled for prettier flowers in lust.
I let go of Me in search of you,
Such a fool was I… Such a fool.