I am drunk and alone in the dorm
With a cup of lifeless buds of joints and cigerattes I smoked.
Boxes of empty bottles of beer and hard liquor
Some potato chips and granola bars to keep my gut from breaking.
Empty pack of cigarettes,
My shirt sleeves are already wet from my tears …
I laugh at my helplessness,
So miserable and damaged.
I have no money left to fill back my resources
Empty pocket, empty corridors
Empty college ground, empty dorm.
Empty life, empty inside of me.
So pathetic, so devastating.