There exists part of me that I want to hunt down and kill,
Part of me that has never been strong enough to balance my existence.
But am I so brave?
Am I brave enough to face my darker shade?
There are secrets and lies,
Instances I never want to spill out.
Confrontation led to screams and pain,
The pain so magnified that it was all set to blow me up.
I ran away praying…
Praying so I never have to face the monster that I am
But it’s time now.
The part of me that I am afraid to explore,
The part of me that has been subjected to the curse of unending agony,
I have to accept it.
I have to embrace all of me to stand tall and brave,
Because if I don’t learn to accept the part that has always pulled me down to the pit of misery,
I won’t be able to control and stand up to my refection without any hate or fear within.
I have to be strong to build myself up without the need of any hand that changes colour so often.
I need to help myself,
Because in this world full of strangers and delusions I need to find myself and have faith in me.