It’s been months…
But it feels like yesterday that it all happened.
I still stay up crying and screaming and lamenting on our partition,
I still lay in the dark corner and from every spark I run.
With every new dawn I promise to forget him,
I promise to be stronger and control what I think…
I promise myself to not let his thoughts overpower me,
I promise not to end up to the place I no more wanna be.
But the jar of memories break open,
And wings out the piercing thoughts of him,
The memories rush out and again the same happens,
Grieving pour out and I fall down to my wavering knees.